To my sweetheart

I know somewhere. Or somehow. One person is thinking about me. There is one reason for that - me. Just my soul-mate. My pleasure. I hope I will meet you one day. You will be mine. I'm yours. One year ago. I remember all his phrases. But he forgot everything. At all. This summer I saw him again and I lost two guys at the same time. Despite this, I miss only him. How did this happen? I don't know. I'm older than him. 

I miss his voice message. Please help me, someone. I can't stand it. I cant live without thinking about him. If it was a mistake, why should I suffer?